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Introducing Mr R.

Unfortunately for me, Mr R has a girlfriend. But for some reason, he's reluctant to see her. One week, I saw him almost every day.
It's funny really. It seems as though she loves him (she left him a comment on his facebook saying so) however he doesn't appear to reciprocate that feeling.

Every time I see him, just before, I always tell myself it's the last time, that I can't see him so regularly when he has a girlfriend because I will just get in way too deep and that's just no good. And after he's gone, I tell myself it was the last time.

But everytime he suggests doing something, I just can't say no.
So, now i'm in too deep. There seems to be this static between us, but I think i'm the only one that feels it. Which sucks...

This time last year, one of my friends, who we shall call North, was involved with Mr R. During the time they 'had a thing', they kissed once (Which I think we can safely assume he never told his girlfriend), but he spent a lot of time wondering whether he should ditch his girlfriend or not.

So thinking this all over, a scene in 'Loser' comes to mind. When Dora is talking to Paul, and she says that there are some people who stay in a relationship because they don't think anything better will come along, and there are some people who are miserable and alone. Then there's this select group who find the person that they love, and who loves them equally in return.

Mr R, I think, falls into the first category.